I can’t stop listening to this song! I have it on repeat and get lost in the lyrics. The first time I heard this song I didn’t like it but as I listened to the lyrics it brought me back to when I was a 16 year old band geek, desparate to find love.
I did many foolish things. . . But more on that later. Till then I hope you enjoy reading my experiences and if you want to know more don’t hesitate to ask 🙂
I am so mad right now!!! Instead of fighting with my husband, which I know I’ll regret 5 mins later, I decided to try and let my anger out by sharing my experience with you. You see I believe in God, I was raised as a Catholic but as I’ve grown up I am not too sure about religion. What I am certain about is that God is real.
Anyway my husband posted a status on his facebook stating that God is cruel for letting us suffer and I strongly disagree with that. Don’t get me wrong, what got me mad wasn’t the post he wrote on his facebook, but because he got mad at me for asking him why he put it. Okay maybe I might understand why he got a bit mad, I did wake him up to ask why he felt this way. I just felt I needed to know why so I had to wake him up, but as I am writing I am realizing that maybe I shouldn’t have woken him up. I would probably be grumpy too. I tend to overreact at times, you might say that I have an issue with managing my anger. I don’t mean that every time I get mad I turn into the hulk, I just get so mad that when the person I get mad at is trying to talk to me I tend to ignore them and push them away, not literally, but after I cool down I realize that the reason I got mad wasn’t even worth me being mad and hurting the people around me. And then my husband, AJ, is so understanding he kisses me and hugs me even when I am being a bitch, which makes me feel even worse after I cool down. Like right now he was telling me to please hug him and what do I say? I tell him that I don’t want to I am seriously such a bitch. Anger is not a good feeling it just blinds me, all I see is the bad and just like a scorpion I attack.
Now that I am calm I think I am going to wake him up again 😉 … Good night! Hope to be able to share more of my experiences with you all!
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If you have any questions just ask I will be honored to answer them for you (:
I was born on November 13, 1991 in Guadalupe, a city in Mexico but I have lived my entire life in the United States of America. For the first 10 years of my life I was a resident of Texas, but when my residency expired my parents decided to naturalize me to become a United States citizen.
In 2010 I graduated from High School and met the love of my life, AJ, that’s not his real name but it’ll do for now. We met in December and got married in November of 2011, I was 19, almost 20, and he was 21. Because of our age everyone was opposed to us getting married, at first I wasn’t too sure that getting married so young was a good idea but after thinking about it for a while I realized that all the doubts I was beginning to have were actually everyone else’s not mine.
Now we have been married for a year and 5 months and I hope to share the rest of our life with all of you.
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